Extract from The
Dream of the Decade by Afshin Rattansi
ISBN
1-4196-1686-2
Library of Congress
Control Number 2005909384
All Rights Reserved (c) 2005 Afshin Rattansi
from Book Four - "Good Morning, Britain", first sixteen pages
"
Censorship is
never over for those who have experienced it. It is a
brand on the imagination that affects the individual who has suffered
it, forever. "Noam
Chomsky
There was a garden at TV Centre. He remembered a
children’s
television programme that nurtured the garden from seedlings to bushes
and trees. The aim was to teach children about
botany. Each
week, soil was painstakingly levelled and branches were
pruned.
Flowers were fingered as young viewers learnt about nature.
One
week, the entire garden was vandalised and destroyed. He
laughed
when he remembered this.
Jonathan had been a lucky man. He still had dreams of falling
now
and then, a hangover of some harder time. But by chance, he
had
got himself a life in the capital.
Apart from the day of his interview, Jonathan had never been to
Television Centre. He knew that the world’s first
television service was launched there and he had seen the building on
thousands of programmes as a child. Twentieth century British
history had often been made there. But he had never seen how
much
the building looked like a ship, one that might wearily tell tales of
iceberg collisions and lightning. When Jonathan arrived at
the
interview, he was too nervous to search around too much. His
recollections of the place, as he returned on the tube, were only as if
he had been in a series of exceptionally open-plan offices.
TV
Centre had been like a hollow shell.
Interviews at the Corporation were called boards. It was a
measure of how far Jonathan had come that he knew this.
Jonathan’s board was in a shabby office. Next door
to it, a
man toyed with a video-recorder. He was surveying the latest
footage from the world’s war-zones to censor actions too
unpalatable for the country’s breakfast tables.
There were about seven people arranged in a semicircle in and as he
entered, the irises of his eyes must have looked like skidding pebbles
as they cast about the room. His glance was quite involuntary
as
he was quite expecting there to be a number of people. He had
seen a few boards before and had heard about how they went at the bars
where he had met journalists over the years. He had even
experienced one, at a different office, in a different time.
That
attempt had not been successful. During conversations with
the
board members he realised that his knowledge of world news, current
affairs and history had little bearing on the invitations to the
board. He hadn’t had any idea about for what
programme he
was being interviewed. That board came about because Jonathan
had
had the good luck to work as a silver service waiter at a party to
launch a new charity and there he had met a famous television
personality. The man’s fame stretched as far as the
county
lines, but in a county where the capital is the capital of the country,
his fame was sufficient to secure a board.
That time, the board of seven or eight shuffled their papers enough to
cause a breeze as he had entered the room. The other
candidates
for the job had filled out proper application forms, detailing
qualifications, hobbies and referees. What reached the top of
the
interviewers’ papers when Jonathan had entered the room was a
single sheet of paper, hand-written and outlining to the presenter that
he had met him at a party, that the famous man had got rather drunk but
that there were no hard feelings. Eyebrows had searched the
ceiling when the breeze subsided.
This time, Jonathan had done more work than before. He had
researched a plan. He had a dim memory of a long ago office
he
had known which had neglected their forward planning.
Jonathan
believed it to be the reason for their failure. His plan was
to
impress upon each of the board members that he was not human, not such
a hard task given his character. He was sharp and
self-conscious
and sometimes it felt like most of his brain was concerned with how to
get ahead. Jonathan’s interview method would
involve
showing a complete disregard for correctness. There would be
no
pleasantries. He would try to appear as if, for him, other
humans
might as well be stone, albeit stone from which blood could be obtained.
Jonathan surmised that any imitation stone required high pressure, in
this case the pressure of “truth”, the stuff that
television believed it knew most about. Jonathan would have
to
seem weighed down with it and he believed that if one used a barometer
calibrated by time, he was surely, by now, made of stone.
For the board, the truth was also like a pearl. They wanted
someone who could dive deep enough to net the oyster, sharp enough to
then cut it open and devil-may-care enough to chuck the oyster away
once the pearl was out. Living things were as nothing
compared to
semiprecious truths. This was how Jonathan explained news
coverage he had seen
Jonathan, himself, was not sure what truth was.
When it came for him to sit down in the chair he looked around,
realising that shaking hands would exhaust the time permitted for the
board. He folded one smart, dark suited leg over the other,
adjusting his tie as he did so.
“Hello, we’ve all got copies of your CV in front of
us. Perhaps, you could tell us your experience in
television,” said a woman who would later turn out to be from
the
human resources’ department. He glared at her.
“Please?” a man said, thinking that
Jonathan was merely nervous as opposed to acting tough.
Apart from the human resources manager, the others were all
men.
They dressed differently, with concessions to the twentieth
century’s sixties, seventies and eighties. Their
faces were
taut, ready to bounce back any raindrops or flippant remarks.
“If I’ve come here to be asked about my
experience,” Jonathan turned to the woman from human
resources,
“I shall leave now, if you all don’t
mind,” he
replied.
There was a slight pause as one of the number looked upwards and
smiled, as if with recognition. “I’m
terribly
sorry. Why don’t we start with a hypothetical
story?” He was taller than the others, leaner and
yet
puffier in the face, with red eyes and yellowing teeth.
“Very well,” Jonathan said, allowing his tone to
soften.
“The national currency has devalued, how do you treat the
story?”
He looked up, then across the pairs of eyes awaiting him.
Stifling the urge to say he couldn’t give a toss about the
national currency, Jonathan told them what a serious matter such a
crisis was, whom one would call for comment, whom one would call for
facts. In this way, he alerted them to his understanding that
fact and comment were different.
“I see. And how would you try to balance your
report?” said a man, wearing a thick woollen poncho.
“I would ask spokespersons from the other political parties
how
differently they would have handled the events leading to the
crisis.”
“A million people die in Africa,” another man said,
this
one with blue eyes that sparkled in a fat thick set face.
“A million men, women and children die in Africa, and a train
crash in London kills ten people and—it is a good news sort
of
day—seventeen people die up north. What’s
your lead
story?”
“Ten in London, followed by the story in Africa.”
“Good. And your reasons?”
He waited, perhaps for Jonathan to say that Africa was where black
people lived and people north of London were not immediate
concern. There was an answer on those lines that Jonathan had
formulated but he could already tell that some of the men were
concerned that he was reckless. They seemed confused that he
was
offering them the right answers but along with them, strange
distortions of his face. “The local-ness of news is
more
important than just cold figures of casualties.”
“Er, deaths.”
“That’s right, deaths. There’s
no point in
ordering stories just on the number of deaths. A million is
important, of course. But our viewers want to know about
British
people, English people, London people.”
“Of course, if the seventeen up north had died in a
particularly
gruesome way, perhaps a serial killer, it might be
different?” the lean man said, moving his head as
if
confiding something in Jonathan.
“That’s right,” Jonathan said, stony
faced, knowing
that these policy decisions were matters of pragmatism in a busy
newsroom more than anything else.
After two more questions, Jonathan looked at his watch and said he had
another appointment. Human resources looked troubled, having
stared at him ever since Jonathan had spat out the word
‘deaths’.
He left the interview room and noticed that the staff working in the
newsroom shared an important news gathering feature, the ability to
focus along with the ability to ignore.
Jonathan wouldn’t remember what he did after the interview: a
kind of electronic hibernation was how he lived. He did some
freelance crime reporting and newspaper sub-editing to earn his living
expenses. He was lucky to know a few friendly commissioning
editors and because of a unique housing arrangement, he had no rent to
pay.
He tried to monitor every news programme. He would
concentrate on
word-choice and running order, emphasis and picture
selection. As
the days went by, he became more unsure, gauging that the chances of
his getting the job were slim. But he was lucky. A
month or
so after the interview, he received a letter and a plastic
folder. The letter said he had been appointed as a producer,
the
folder said they could terminate his contract when they wanted to.
Jonathan celebrated by having dinner at a local Indian restaurant,
shifting the pages of the Radio Times magazine. He had hardly
any
friends so he asked one of the waiters to sit with him and have a beer
to toast his success.
On his first day, he wore his interview clothes, not realising the
complex dress code that sets producers apart from reporters and
reporters apart from production assistants and porters. On
the
tube to an area of the capital known as White City, he felt himself
involuntarily nodding to passengers he thought were heading to
Television Centre, rather than to the sweep of government housing
adjoining it.
He had a purposefulness about himself when he marched into the
air-conditioned room that sat beside the main gates to Television
Centre.
“It’s my first day, I don’t have a
pass,”
Jonathan smiled at the fortyish woman behind the counter, then glanced
at some people sitting on the couch. While the receptionist
turned away to select a file from the cabinet behind her, he looked at
those waiting, at their cheap clothing and their unhappy
faces.
Presumably they were cleaners or porters on short term contracts,
waiting to clock in at the appointed time. Jonathan
remembered
when he had jobs like that.
“Do you know which department?” she said,
bring the
lenses of her large clear plastic glasses closer to her eyes,
magnifying them some four times.
“Yes, Good Morning, Britain,” he said.
“Do you have a phone number? Well, I’ll
look it
up…here it is. Hello? I’ve got
a person here
who says he starts today. Right. Okay.”
She laughed a
little as Jonathan signed the list and was pointed towards a black
machine constructed of steel.
In a few seconds he was walking through the security scanner.
It
was the kind they have at airports, except that there were no signs
calming those with pacemakers. He didn’t know it
then, but
it was the only such security feature at Television
Centre—anyone
in a taxi could get through the main gate without a pass.
That day there was a problem with the main front doors.
Wooden
blocks had been placed crossways against them to warn anyone who might
think of pushing their way in. Others wishing to enter,
including
a news-reader, a comedian and an actor in costume, as if from a
Victorian literary adaptation for the screen, walked through a side
door and he followed. After a circuitous ten minute stroll
through some corridors he found himself by the front doors
again.
Looking up, he noticed what looked like asbestos caving in from the
ceiling. Since everyone around him was by now wearing masks,
he
hurried away.
In the corridor, Jonathan passed a newsagent, a dry-cleaners, a
barbers’ shop, a travel agent, a photocopiers’ and
a wooden
case filled with awards. Then he met the group of four lifts on the
ground floor. It was crowded here and illuminating.
The
settings for lifts in news organisations can say a lot about the
efficiency and prioritising of newsgathering, he thought. He
had
read that the management consultancy firm used by the Corporation was
working on lift-settings. Jonathan was already very much
looking
forward to their research.
Unlike at some other offices, seven minutes’ wait
didn’t
cause anyone to take the stairs. They waited patiently,
watching
the spin of the three digital numbers adorning the tops of the
lifts. Jonathan thought they looked like graphic devices for
teaching children about memory.
Inside, the crowded lift, a male computerised voice announced that they
were on the ground floor and then read out the date, the time of day
and the outside temperature in case a passenger hadn’t seen
the
ominous electronic displays by the doors. These acted as
state-of-the-art reminders that the architects of Television Centre had
foreseen the birth of a new window tax some time in the late twentieth
century.
After a twenty minute walk, he found the right room. The door
to
it was emblazoned with a big “no smoking” sign and
what
looked like an old promotional sticker that had been designed to
advertise the programme when it was launched a decade or so
before. Behind the door was a room the size of a middling
church
hall, brightly lit by mercury lights and furnished by paper-strewn
desks that had been jammed together. There was a computer
terminal beside each chair and a couple of video editing machines stuck
in en suite cubicles.
“Hello, I’m joining the team,” Jonathan
said politely
to a man dressed like a secondary school mathematics’
teacher. He was flicking through the last of what looked like
his
holiday snapshots. His bushy eyebrows turned up as if to
escape
the static electricity issuing from his double-breasted blue suit.
“You’re the first to arrive, why don’t
you sit down
and log in to the computer, so that you can find your way
around?” he said, turning to look at his exposures
again.
Jonathan sat beside what was the main table in the office and looked
down at the grimy keyboard. He smiled as the computer
recognised
his name and password, his eyes resting on the top right of the green
screen monitor. It was here that flashing capital letters
announced new tragedies from around the world.
Nuclear—France-Test-Urgent
Sport—Glance
bc-fin-money-newyork
XMS DAVIES ARGENTINA
NUCLEAR-FRANCE-TEST-URGENT
BC-USA-MURDOCH
+ROVER CAR PACK
Yugo-Bosnia scheduled
C* 2300 BOSNIA ATTACK
EU HUNGARY COA
bc-oilprice 9-5 0489
Corporation C MOROCCO-FLOODS 2=
BC-USA-MURDOCH
These were “wires”, news-stories penned by
correspondents
and news agencies from around the world and of all the wires being sent
into the Corporation’s computer system, these wires were
deemed
“flash” or “priority”, which
meant they were
the most newsworthy items currently available.
He selected a different “queue” on the system, one
relating
to the morning breakfast programme. Under the military-style
heading “Debriefs”, was a list of dates.
He accessed
the most recent:
“Another
good programme.
Oh, there’s a leaving party at one o’clock for Sam
Jones, who’s leaving to take up his new PR post at Arbiter.
First off, Ireland. Not a good news day, so I suppose
it’s
passable. Bad cut to David though. Is Camera Two
all right?
Alfred’s piece was good but why no real people.
This isn’t a text book, it’s television.
ALFRED writes: fuck you, I’m leaving
EDITOR writes: Yup, either that or you’re fired.
Newspaper reviewer guest was crap, banned from now on. Too
many puffs for his own paper.
And can they please use the Tokyo feed time. We’ve
only got
it for a few more weeks, why can’t they get some pieces about
funny Japanese or something?”
As he read through
it, some of
the other newcomers arrived. They looked sheepish and rich
except
one of them who turned out to be a trainee who wasn’t being
paid.
“Right, we’re doing a course this week.
We
didn’t have one last year and we think a lot of people
didn’t know what to do for the first couple of months which
was a
shame. Hopefully, this time they can start out a bit
better,” the teacher-like man, Peter, said.
“If
someone can give me a hand with some of these boxes, we can go down to
the room we’ve hired.
The corridors of Television Centre were a maze but no one admonished
Peter for moving too fast. Instead, the group of new boys and
girls tried to stick together as best they could as they followed him
down into the basement, some seven floors below the main office.
***
“Right, we’ve still got some people to come, but we
had
better get a start on,” Peter said. It was then
that
Jonathan realised how stern the man was, how he could ask whether you
wanted a cup of coffee and make it sound like he was threatening your
mother. During the course, Jonathan realised how strange it
was
that he should have this effect, he seemed to have so little cause to
be angry.
“Now, I remember when I first came to the
Corporation. I
had just left Bolt Today, a trade paper. Anyone read it
here?” Everyone in the room shook their
heads.
“Well, it’s a pretty good paper, deals with
construction
projects, usually in the Gulf, Arab countries that kind of
thing.
It was a good grounding in journalism for me because it gave me a firm
grounding in the need to be accurate. Accuracy,
that’s
important at the Corporation.”
Jonathan took out a pencil from his inside pocket, noticing he was the
only person in the room without a clean pad in front of him.
Accuracy, he told himself, was important.
“Now, let’s start by going around the room and
announcing
names and new jobs and where you’ve come from.”
“I’m Elizabeth and I worked on the
Children’s Cartoon
Network. I’m going to be news producing
here”, said a
petite blonde woman who looked like she had scrubbed her facial
features away that morning.
“I’m Nigel and I’ve just
graduated. I’m
going to be producing, as a trainee though.” Nigel looked
downwards. He was wearing a thick jumper and his stomach and eyes
seemed to be separate only by twelve centimetres.
“I’m Sally Colon, I worked as a production
secretary in
repro on the fourth floor and I’ll be researching
here.”
“I worked at the Management Consultants firm, MacKnife and
Faytel”
“I’ve just graduated from Durham in
history”
So it went on, each description eliciting a kind of surprised sigh in
the room. A couple of new recruits had copies of the Daily
Mail
newspaper in their bags and three of the group had rolled up copies of
Hello! Magazine in knapsacks. They all seemed like
reasonable people, Jonathan thought. He liked them already.
The men seemed deliberately to dress down as if to demonstrate that
hardworking journalism was their game, not the vanities of television
presentation. And yet, their dressing down was too
calculated,
almost as if they had been dressed up as a new fashion trend, one that
encompassed a new mood of awkwardness, disorder and
colour-blindness. The women all dressed up, their ambitions
not
so well concealed. Their jackets and tops were too new, the
cases
they had brought in too shiny. One thing the men and women
shared
was a decisive rejection of spectacles. Uncomfortable eyelash
fluttering would benumb the week-long course. Participants,
it
seemed, already knew where to pigeon hole themselves. There were naive
men, boffin men and men with authority. For women, there were
pretty women, glamorous housewife types and older
“sensible” women. In this class, the
women tried to
be pretty types whereas amongst the men, there were twenty year olds
trying to look like seasoned ex-Vietnam reporters and forty year olds
trying to look like bouncy travel reporters.
“I’m going to start by showing you a video that
they shot
in the office that should explain the sort of days or nights you are
going to have here.” Peter said, bending down and checking
the
connections between the video recorder, the television monitor and the
wall socket. After a little head-scratching he was on the
phone
calling an engineer. After silent anticipation had reigned
for
half an hour, he called another. The first had got lost in
the TV
Centre labyrinth. After a while, there was a knock at the
door
and a man in blue overalls carrying parcels and letters came in looking
alarmed.
“Hello,” he said looking around the room,
“this is
the first time I’ve seen anyone in this room and
I’ve been
delivering mail here for twenty years.” He went to the back
of
the room and the class followed his slight frame as it
crouched.
Then, they all noticed the six foot pile of buff coloured envelopes and
tan coloured bubble packs. He laid some of the letters down
beside the dusty pile and then walked back to the door.
“Bye, then.” He said.
After half an hour, a fuzzy video image came onto the TV monitor and
Peter told the class that this was the best he could do for the time
being. And so the film began. To the tune of some
xylophone
music, a man read a newspaper. Then there was a green screen
like
the one Jonathan had been using earlier and then the man was leaving
the office and getting into an estate car that shot off out of
view. Back in the office, Peter, himself, could be seen
co-ordinating, pointing at things, looking glum, looking
pleased.
A researcher frowned with a reporter. A journalist carried a
tray
of steaming polystyrene cups. Eventually, a new team arrived,
followed by presenters. Presenters liaised with
editors.
Suddenly the theme song to Good Morning, Britain segued from the
xylophone music and the two presenters “wished a warm
welcome” to viewers. Then Peter switched the
television
monitor off and smiled.
“Quite good, wasn’t it?” he
said. The xylophones still resonated in his pupils’
ears.
“Now, I’d like to introduce Dave who’s a
cameraman…he should be here in a few minutes.”
After a
silent couple of minutes during which faces nervously turned, Dave
walked into the room, carrying a tripod, a video-camera and a
lightweight waterproof bag. “Dave, always on time,
huh?” said Peter, his words hanging in the air for
a few
seconds. “Well let’s start with what
annoys you most
about television producers when they’re with you on a
shoot?”
Dave, his check shirt collars peeping from under a grey pull-over, did
not look happy. There were umber marks on the knees of his
jeans
that matched the shade of the few hairs on his head that were not
grey. His eyes looked tired and weary. His face
looked as
if it had been thumped into shape by a Playdoh machine.
“Hello.” The sound of his voice was as if he were
in a far
off lavatory-cubicle. “I’m Dave,
I’ve been here
thirty years and I’m going to show you what cameramen, camera
people, do when they go out with you on shoots.” He began to
set
up the tripod and camera. “The first thing to
remember is
that our equipment is very expensive, so though you must help us carry
it, you had better carry it safely. Look at this.”
We all inclined forwards to see what he was doing.
“This is a fluid head. It costs a lot of
money. So
don’t put it in the way of other people. I remember
one
producer taking it out of the car boot and placing it in the
road. The whole thing was ripped off. RIPPED
OFF!” he
said, his voice emerging from the cubicle and into the wash-basin area,
just for an instant.
“Now, there are ‘x’ basic
shots. Head and
shoulders, interviewee; head, interviewee; reverse two-shot; and
that’s about it, or at least that’s all that you
have to
worry about. I don’t want to see any budding
Spielbergs
with me like last year. Then there are noddy’s,
when you
speak to your interviewee and I shoot him, saying nothing and vice
versa. Also, remember that because it’s not film
that
we’re using,” he looked down for an instant, tears
glistening on his eyelids., “we can hardly ever shoot an
interviewee in front of a light source, such as a window.
Also,
if there are going to be computer screens in the shot tell your
cameraman to bring a ‘shutter’, that stops the
screens from
flickering.
“Now, sound.” Dave had recovered his composure.
“We’ve got radio mikes, lapel mikes and boom
mikes.
Usually, the mike on the camera can record atmos.”
As he spoke, his gaze wandered to Peter whose furrowed brow and
deep-set eyes were levelled sternly at Dave.
Meanwhile, the others in the room, except for the seasoned-looking
twenty year old, whom Jonathan noticed had a packet of Woodbines
cigarettes in his padded waistcoat, were frantically writing
Dave’s words down.
“The most important thing to know is don’t tell
them what
to do, tell them the effect you want. There’s
nothing worse
than a young producer ordering around an experienced
cameraman,”
said Peter, “any questions?”
“Hi, I’m John. How often has your camera
gone down in
the past thirty years, then?” asked the man with
the
woodbines, smirking and then turning his head from left to right as if
seeking approval from the rest of the class.
Dave turned sadly to Peter, his moist eyelids stretching as far as they
could go. There was silence.
“That’ll be all then,” Peter said and
Dave quickly began to pack away his things before sloping off.
“Right, now onto the next video,” Peter said,
pointedly
ignoring John who was whispering to Elizabeth and crossing out some of
the notes on her pad with a smile.
“Hazards. You will encounter many hazards and there
are a
number of courses such as Bullet Penetration 0200 and Swampland 530 and
Air attack 50. But, I’ve always thought that it
isn’t
the war-zones that are the most dangerous. Everyday scenes
can be
the worst. Take a look at this.”
The class peered at Peter’s rolled up sleeve and then they
peered a little closer in confusion.
“I got that graze, on a splintery door post in Guilford,
shooting
a piece about the rate of inflation.” Peter said.
With his
left elbow pointing to the class he used his free arm to reach over to
press the play button on the video recorder. By the time he
had
lost balance and fallen to the floor, the film had started.
It was in better focus than the previous one and began with a series of
bright explosions before the title “Hazards”
scuttled up
the left hand side of the screen. A Six O’ Clock
News
presenter began narrating.
“Hazards and hazard control are part of your job.
There are
no honours for getting killed on an assignment. Take a look
at
this.” There followed two minutes of men and women getting
their
limbs blown off or cut apart. Gun shots, mines, building
demolition, detonated bridges, helicopter crashes were all
shown.
Perhaps the most interesting segment involved three journalists
standing two yards apart from each other on a field.
“Okay, keep calm,” said the first.
“Just don’t move, you keep saying. Well
what should we do then?”
“Look, Harry just walked onto that pebble and he was
fine.
Just follow him onto the pebble. The white one over
there.”
“What pebble?”
“Look, just follow him.”
Each of them walked one step forward: they were all immediately killed.
“Now that’s not the way to do it,” Peter
said later, before emitting a loud chuckle.
In another segment, a multi-storeyed building was on fire, the sky
seemingly illuminated by fireworks. The film cut to a
correspondent Jonathan had seen on television for years. He rapped his
knuckles on a hotel room door. He was shouting an Arab name,
imploring him to come out and go filming with him.
“We’ve got to, they have to, come on!” he
shouted.
When the man came out with his gear they went and found another Arab
man in the canteen, a sound-man by the looks of his
equipment. He
immediately, got up and joined them, walking through a hotel lobby.
“I remember telling them, go closer, go closer,”
the
reporter said beside a destroyed wall, obviously in daylight and filmed
much later. “I stayed back and then,” the
reporter
looked down and paused before returning his eyes to the camera,
“there was a bright flash and both of them were
killed. It
was terrible.”
Only John was smiling when the video ended. Peter then handed
out
some laminated cards, covered in yellow and orange symbols.
“This will be useful. Keep it on you and you can
tell what
kinds of hazards are around you. It describes what the
markings
on missiles, planes, mines and shells actually mean so that
you’re not caught out.”
Jonathan shivered slightly as he imagined himself digging in a
minefield to look at what stickers were on the mines beneath him.
“Now, they obviously give you a kit when you go into a
dangerous
area and this is it,” Peter said, proudly lifting up a small
cloth bag. Inside it is all you need to protect you against
the
hazards that may await you. There’s a pair of
eye-protecting goggles,” he took out a pair of cheap looking
imitation Ray-Ban sunglasses.
“There’s a life jacket.” A dusty orange
bib failed to
inflate as he yanked a cord that had sprung from the bag.
Peter
then began to blow on what looked like a kazoo.
“There’s a bar of chocolate,” a fragment
of
Cadbury’s Dairy Milk chocolate, the size of a small finger
nail
was unwrapped and consumed.
“There’s a sun hat with protective
covering,” he
brought out a floppy white sun hat, the top of which was made of yellow
acetate, the kind one finds in file-dividers.
“A box of matches with which to light fires.” A
small hotel matchbook was produced.
“Some plasters.” A single waterproof Elastoplast in
a small
cellophane packet came out of the bag, “very useful
that’s
been,” Peter added.
“Various screws and bolts, a bottle of ink, another whistle,
some
aspirins, a packet of playing cards, a roll of film, a cotton-reel,
three pairs of handkerchiefs and a woollen mitten.”
So strange was the recitation that Jonathan, too, was now writing the
contents of the “hazard” bag down on a bus ticket
he had
found in his inside pocket.
“Obviously, a proper half-day hazard course will be paid for
by
us so that you will have more training in this field.”
“So, what happens if someone gets hurt while we’re
shooting? I’m on a short contract, so I wondered
what sort
of insurance we get,” John asked. He was for the
first time
looking perturbed by the show.
“Oh, you’re fully insured. However,
you’ll find
out more on your course. But the camera, the rest of the
equipment, that’s definitely all insured. So
don’t
worry about having to stump up the cash to pay for a forty thousand
pound camera when you get blown up,” Peter smiled.
“What about previous accidents?” asked
John, refusing to let go, “what happened to them?”
“Well,” Peter smiled, “I know of one
story where a
producer was out filming on a public street and he left a tripod in a
dangerous position. An old lady tripped over it and sprained
her
leg and then sued.”
“Sued the producer or sued the Corporation?”
“Sued the producer in the end,” Peter mumbled
before saying
sternly, “The Corporation isn’t there to protect
you.”
Jonathan looked troubled.
***
There is no map of Television Centre.
Jonathan asked receptionists, personnel departments, secretaries,
production assistants and they all said that, unfortunately, there was
none and, in addition, there were no plans for ever producing one.
Another producer who had been getting lost a lot joked to his editor
that if, somehow, everyone at the Corporation died, they would have to
send explorers into the building to map the place out, in the manner of
Vasco da Gamma or Columbus. The editor stared at him for an
instant and then left the newsroom. Jonathan didn’t laugh
either.
The office, though, was mapped out. On one set of twelve desks, pushed
together, World Service Television News people sat at all
times.
On a set of four desks, sat the Good Morning, Britain people and on a
set of eight sat production staff from an odd lunchtime programme that
no-one knew anything about.
He was assigned the Good Morning, Britain desk and sat at the computer,
still baffled by the news-wires flashing on the screen. A bit
of
exploration of the computer system offered stranger things
still.
There were diaries, one for foreign news that usually concerned
America, Japan, France, Germany and Italy. Another was for
home
news, and each day’s entry began with a list of royal
engagements
throughout the UK. There was also an Economics diary, perhaps
the
best kept of all and one that was certainly more
international.
And then there was a special asterisked queue devoted to detailed
information about the rapes and murders of a particularly grim serial
killer who had been convicted some years ago.
Another queue was reserved for staff comments, a place where mutinous
employees deployed stinging invective against their bosses. Jonathan
laughed out loud on reading one comment about an editor.
His amusement was interrupted by the arrival of a researcher and day
editor. They were each carrying copies of the far right Daily Mail, the
newspaper of choice amongst many staff. Mondays, Jonathan
would
learn, were different. The first weekday was reserved for
earnest
reading of The Guardian newspaper, which published its television
jobs’ section on that day. Also in the hands of
today’s shift were hot-off-the-press copies of Ariel, the
Corporation staff paper.
“Well, read the papers then,” said the day editor
who later
introduced himself as Julian. “We’re
story hunting
and if you don’t find anything by eleven o’clock
I’ll
send you out to do the new chocolate bar that’s being
launched by
Clover’s. Apparently, it’s soft on the
outside and
hard on the inside.”
“That sounds great,” said Anne, the researcher,
“have you had one? Will we get any to
taste?”
“They sent me a whole box. I brought some in last
week…it must have all gone.” said Julian, peering
over a
loose gossip column page from his paper. Now, come on, settle
down and get some stories. I’m going to have my
hair cut
and if you haven’t got a story by the time I get back,
it’s
chocolates.”
“How about this?” Jonathan asked,
“this bank
that’s gone under. There’s a final
judgement that
comes tomorrow?” Jonathan was interested in banks.
Over the
years, he had accumulated a few thousand pounds in savings through
thrift and solitude.
Julian put down the paper, his hazel eyes looking like they were deep
in concentration. The researcher looked up from the newspaper
she
was reading. In the silence, Julian began to peer upwards, as
if
searching for dirt on the ceiling.
“I’ll tell you when I get back, but try phoning for
some comment.” Then he got up and left.
Jonathan looked around the office. All the important stories
were
continuing ones: wars, budget crises, cease-fires and so
forth.
During the day, they would have to take “feeds”,
three
minute video-packages that had already been completed
overseas.
They also had to call up and reconfirm guests that had been booked the
previous week to appear on tomorrow morning’s
programme.
The package they had to come up with was an
“extra”, a
piece to fill up the air time or, if luck would have it, an
unprepared-for news story that looked like it was going to break in the
night.
“This is GNS!” Pause. “Reports are coming
in of new
shelling in Sarajevo. Casualties unknown at the
moment.”
The announcement came over the Tannoy speakers that sat like
gun-turrets on the newsroom wall. For an instant every person
in
the room halted in hope. The interregnum that lay between the
activating of the announcer’s microphone and the movement of
his
lips to speak was a long one. Suddenly, in that pause,
everyone
became part of a huge lottery syndicate, the balls in a Brownian
spin. Would he be announcing imminent nuclear Armageddon or
the
arrest of a soap star?
But, today, the balls landed like clay for the kiln. What the
announcer offered was merely news that had already been served on the
wires. Over time, Jonathan would realise that this made a mockery of
the Tannoy-man’s urgent tone. Though he could say
the words
‘We are getting reports of…” like Orson
Welles, he
could never match sombre mood for information. Perhaps his
worst
performances were when he had to announce the “To be or not
to
be” of public address announcers. No week passed
without
the urgent recitation: “This is a test! This is a
test!”
The bank story Jonathan had picked up on was not new either.
It
had broken years before as the worst bank collapse in
history.
What was new was that there was going to be a court ruling that might
compensate savers at the bank. This was his story, or at
least
the story the newspapers were pursuing. He selected a name
from
the list of action groups on the computer and dialled.
“Hi, I’m calling from the Corporation.
We’re
looking to do a story on the court ruling tomorrow. I just
wondered about your thoughts, which way it‘s going to go and
so
on. And whether there was anything new that’s come
to your
notice?”
“Oh, hello. Yes, yes. Shut up, Harry,
it’s the
Corporation, hang on.” There was a pause, a dog barking, the
sound of a police siren. “There’s quite a
bit.
You see we’ve got papers showing the Bank of England was
completely negligent, that they withheld information, that the whole
regulatory regime there is useless.”
“Well, obviously, that would be very interesting,”
Jonathan replied.
“You people usually want a saver, I can help out
there.
There’s a good woman who’s been quite
active.
I’ll call her and tell her to call you back. In the
meantime, perhaps I can fax this stuff over to you?”
“That would be great,” Jonathan replied, already
looking
forward to Julian’s return. He smiled at the
researcher,
who looked up from the paper and bit into a crisp.
Julian returned with a fiercely short haircut, making him look like
Peter, who had been quiet all day, just mechanically tapping numbers
into a nearby computer. Julian agreed to go ahead with the
story
and told Jonathan to get moving. Jonathan arranged two
interviews, one with an investor who had lost everything and another
with a banking analyst at one of the City’s merchant banks.
“Always get an analyst,” said Julian.
“And take Jane, she’s the assigned reporter,
you’ll
find her in the Economics Unit on the other side of the
corridor.
And call John, who’s our camera-person,” said
Julian, as
Jonathan declined a cup of coffee from a researcher on another
desk. The offering of coffee was an intermittent comma that
punctuated life in a newsroom without a coffee machine. Not
an
hour went past without someone asking a select number of people whether
they wanted a cup of coffee. Even to Jonathan, who had
started
life in London making coffee, he would come to see that the offering of
coffee was a momentous ritual.
Right across from newsroom was the Economics Unit, a place that
inspired fear in producers because of its power and the strength of its
views. Those who were employed there were known to have close links to
the Corporation hierarchy and they were also known to have a single
view about how the economies of the world should be run. Their office
was much neater, a sign in itself of the power of the department. In
it, reporters sat waiting to be collected by producers, en route to the
car park downstairs. Jane was fortyish, toothy and with
mousy,
flyaway hair.
“Hello, I’ve just been told you’re one of
the
Breakfast reporters, we’re doing a piece about the court
decision
over the collapse of…”
“Yes, I know. Julian told me. Right,
let’s
go. Have you got some cuttings?” She
stared at him
suspiciously.
Jonathan handed over a copy of today’s newspaper and as she
glanced at it, he could tell she regarded him as so much grime.
“It’s quite interesting because the real story is
to do
with the Bank of England which let the bank continue for longer than it
should have,” Jonathan said, excitedly.
“Hmm…” she said dubiously.
“Well, I told John, who’s our camera-person,
we’d be down in five minutes.”
“Well, we’d better get going then. I know
John, I
haven’t seen him for a while.” She smiled a toothy
grin, as
if her whole set was about to leap out and fall on to the keyboard of
her computer terminal. Jonathan walked towards the door,
noticing
the other reporters, each sporting either sceptical or smiling
mouths. Some of them were reading tabloid papers, others
chatted
loudly on the phone in confident but at the same time, unintelligible,
voices.
“Are you coming with us?” Jane asked to
Jonathan’s surprise. She was pulling herself into her long
black
coat.
“I thought I would,” Jonathan replied said rather
unsurely.
She moved her head as if taken aback and then slowly nodded with a
frown. She was a quick walker and was out of the office and at the
lifts a minute before Jonathan, even though they left the Economics
Unit at the same time.
“There’s really no need for you to come along you
know,” Jane said to him as they waited, side by side.
“But I know the people we’re going to talk
to.”
She said nothing more and they entered the lift listening to two
presenters analyse the merits of two makeup artists.
“Did he say we’d meet him at the car
park?” Jane asked.
Jonathan nodded.
“That’s in the basement. Look,
I’ve just
got to talk to the travel agents. I’ll meet you
down there
in a second. Alright?” Her smile, because of her
teeth,
made her look like a frightening walrus.
Suddenly she’d vanished from the lift at ground level.
Jonathan,
alone, had arrived at what looked like a forbidding cellar on a lower
ground floor. It was lit by bare light bulbs that trailed
cables
along the adjoining corridors. Balls of fluff, knee-high,
blew
about like tumbleweed and the scent of rotting wood infused the
air. He ran down the corridor, thinking he saw exits further
down
only to find they were tricks of the lights. Where the walls were
shinier, they looked like gaps. Eventually, he found a Sellotaped hatch
and broke through it. He travelled through another corridor, passing
the now usual hanging-from-the-ceiling asbestos-like foam. Further on,
he passed noisy rooms where the walls were flaking. They housed
deafening generators and shrieking air conditioning motors.
Just
near there, he discovered a door that led into what looked like a dimly
lit garage. It was the car park. In one of the four or five spaces,
Jane was already seated in an estate car, looking at her watch whilst
she talked to John the cameraman. She scowled at Jonathan
when he
came to the window and waved a free hand at the pair of them.
“Hi!” he said, “Hi, John.”
“Hello, you can probably squeeze in the back there, but be
careful not to bash the tripod,” he said, turning to Jane and
letting his eyes rise to the roof of the car.
Jonathan scrambled into the back seat of the estate car, putting his
mobile phone, some clippings and his notebook on the passenger seat.
“Right, where are we going?” Jane asked.
Jonathan gave John the address. The cameramen responded by drawing his
pullover sleeves back from his wrists and starting the car.
Jane
leaned over and pressed a button on the dashboard which caused bright
light to pour in from the where a large steel door was opening. They
had left the building.
“It’s a little like Batman,” John said to
Jonathan,
“working up on the seventh floor and than taking a lift into
the
basement to drive out of the centre.” John laughed, quietly
at
first and then progressively louder. With each new volume
increase came more spittle on the windscreen. Then, quite
suddenly, the whooping subsided into silence and John began to wiped
his face clean with a handkerchief.
Jane raised the subject of her children and John responded by talking
about his. They ran through what types of clothes their
children
liked, what toys, what foods.
Carefully choosing his moment, Jonathan spoke up.
“So, er, the story for today,” he interjected.
There were a few moments of silence.
“So, John, had any luck finding private schools in your
area?” Jane asked
“Not really thought about it,” John replied.
“I haven’t actually. Although, one has to
get them in
early if one wants a place, that’s what my friends
say.”
“Sorry,” Jonathan interrupted, “the bank
story will need some…”
“Was Harry okay about you going away to do that
series? I
remember you were having some trouble,” John said to Jane.
“Oh yes, it was fine.”
“It’s actually quite complicated,
the…” Jonathan tried to interrupt again.
“That’s good, it is quite tough on family and
friends, isn’t it?”
“You see, the bank…”
“I suppose it is. Oh, look at that driver over
there.”
“The questions should…”
“Nice weather today, better than yesterday.”
“Jane, I…”
“Do you remember when we were out shooting in, where was
it?”
In the cramped space allowed him by the tripod and assorted video
equipment, Jonathan, so rebuffed, began to doze off. He
wasn’t
used to getting up so early in the morning and this first day had
already made him drowsy. He only awoke when his car-door suddenly
opened.
“Asleep? We’re not going to get any
filming done that
way, are we?” Jane said, holding a menacing video
light
attachment in her right hand as if about to smash it over
Jonathan’s head.
He clambered out, looking up and down the suburban street. Straight
ahead of him, he watched Jane forcefully rap the knocker of a
dilapidated-looking door. Repeatedly, she pounded it like a winning
prize-fighter.
“Hello, Mrs. Clam, we’re from the
Corporation. Excuse
me.” Jane had barged past the frail woman, pushing her out
onto
her doorstep to pick up the broken knocker from the patio.
“Shall I make some tea?” Mrs. Clam asked,
looking up
at John, who was carrying the video camera high on his shoulder.
“Tea, that would be lovely,” he replied, marching
in.
Mrs. Clam sadly fingered the gold coloured knocker for a few seconds
and followed the camera-person inside, gently closing the door.
Jonathan walked out onto the pavement and balanced the tripod in his
fingers, his other hand trying to grasp his notes and a mobile
phone. It took a few attempts but he eventually managed to
get to
the house and gently tap the leg of the tripod on Mrs. Clam’s
door.
“Hello, Mrs. Clam,” he said when she had answered,
“we spoke on the phone.” Jonathan looked
down at the
trail of muddy footprints now decorating Mrs. Clam’s fraying
living room carpet.
“Yes, come in. Your people have just gone
in,” she
said politely. Mrs. Clam was short woman with straight grey
hair
on the sides of her small head and a clump of dyed brown hair on the
top. She had a smooth face, small eyes and a button nose and
made
Jonathan feel as if though it wasn’t her fault, she thought
he
was somehow extraneous to the filming.
Inside, there was a desk, a white sofa and some plastic
chairs.
On the mantelpiece of the thin, hallway-like room, were photographs of
children and an empty bottle of brandy. The bottle was green
and
smart looking as if its presence were to lend the room some charm.
Opposite the mantelpiece was the sofa. It sat, fluffed up, under a
framed A4 size magazine page depicting Van Gogh’s
Sunflowers. Jane jumped onto the sofa and lay down, her
walking
boots hanging off an arm rest where they scuffed some yellow sheeting
that covered a side table.
“I’ll have some Earl Grey, please,” Jane
said,
letting her head fall on the other arm rest. She picked her hairclip
from her head and began to examine it, accidentally pulling a
tablecloth off another side-table with her elbow.
“Oh, don’t bother about that,” Mrs. Clam
said,
collecting the broken crockery that had crashed down to the
floor. She held up a detached and somewhat ornate teapot
spout
and looked at it for a moment.
As Mrs. Clam’s fragile body disappeared into the kitchen,
John
began shifting objects about in the room, occasionally looking down at
his feet to the mud that he was dragging across the carpet.
“Whoops-a-daisy,” he said.
When the cups of tea emerged, Jane and Mrs. Clam sat down and were
“miked up”.
“Sorry, there was no Earl Grey, I could have gone out and got
some from the shop only I have to pick up my son from school at
four.” Mrs. Clam frowned a little.
Jane looked unconvinced and lowered her head to her
clipboard.
“I’m recording this on my tape recorder for my own
use so
don’t worry,” she said cryptically before placing a
small
Dictaphone at her feet.
Jonathan stood in a corner, watching the interview.
“So how has the bank collapse affected
you?” she
asked to Jonathan’s satisfaction. This was the opening
question
he had wanted to advise her to ask in the car.
“Well, it’s been a bit hard…”
Mrs. Clam’s head was inclined towards Jane’s feet.
“It’s pretty hard for everybody, you
know.” Jane interrupted sternly.
“Yes…yes, of course. Well, as I was
saying
it’s been a bit hard but it’s hard for most
people.
We’re losing the flat, you see.” She looked up.
“Why’s that?” Jane asked
angrily.
“Well, my husband, Johnny, he borrowed some money for his
business and he used…”
“What?” Jane asked, wrinkling her nose
and looking as
if she couldn’t believe what she was hearing. “He
borrowed
money on the house?” She tittered a little before
looking
stern again. “Didn’t the man realise that
that would
be risky? Putting you all, your family at
risk?” Jane
asked, more incredulously.
“Well, it was a good business. We had lots of
customers and
the rate offered by this bank was good, so
yes…it’s all a
risk and in the end I guess, well, we were just unlucky.”
Mrs.
Clam’s eyes were slightly watery and had begun to sparkle
under
John’s lights. She looked younger.
“That’s right,” Jane said in a coaxing,
comforting way.
“Although, it was terrible when the bank went
under. Johnny
was convinced the Bank of England had been negligent, they
hadn’t
bothered to supervise this bank properly. He had papers
showing
they knew it was going under but the Bank of England refused to do
anything about it, until people working there got the money out of the
bank. The thing is Johnny was trying to campaign and then he
had
this tragic accident and…”
“We can pause there if you want,” said Jane, even
more
comfortingly. There had been a loud click as Jane switched
off
her Dictaphone midway through Mrs. Clam’s speech.
“Well,” Mrs. Clam, said, large tears in her eyes,
“the papers were gone. It’s all so
terrible.”
“Here,” Jane said, offering Mrs. Clam an arm rest
cover she
had untangled from her boots. “Wipe your nose on
that. You’ll feel a lot better. Anyway, so to
recap, both
you and your husband realised that this whole thing was an almighty
risk. What happened, this whole saga…well, basically
you’ve been unlucky. If you’d been lucky,
we
wouldn’t have heard anything about you.”
“Unlucky. Yes…we have been terribly
unlucky.
Some people are lucky and others are just unlucky I suppose.
We
took a risk and we lost. It’s like the races,
really,” Mrs,
Clam looked almost cheery. “Although, I don’t know
why it
was us that had to lose our savings. I suppose it could have
been
anyone losing their savings…it’s just been
God’s
will really,” Mrs. Clam forced a smile.
“John, you got that?” Jane said, smiling
and looking satisfied, her front tooth sticking over her lower lip.
“Let me just check,” John said before playing the
footage
back through his headphones. As he did so, Jonathan glanced
into
the distance and suddenly noticed that behind Mrs. Clam there was a
glinting gold-coloured candelabra and that the camera shot must have
included it. Jonathan would think nothing of this, nor the
small
enamel brooch on Mrs. Clam’s collar until he got back to TV
Centre.
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